Ok well im 14 and in the closet?

and im going over to my friends this summer for a week and well i want to jack him off lol. he taught me how when we were young and we did all of it like at 8.i went to his house a couple of time and thats when were like 13 so last year and at his house we fooled around AND WATCHED GAY AND STRAIGHT PORN well know i dk if he is the same and i want to have a circle jerk with him and his half cousin so ya were all kinda in the closet but neither of them no it kinda but i can c it? so i need help to get it lol but no porn if eligable and tell me how to give a massage ;)