Idk if my boyfriend wants to be with me anymore?

i love my boyfriend sooo much, weve been going out for about 8 months. ik it doesnt seem like alot but im attatched. i dont act like it, im not one of those pyshco girlfriends that call him every 4 seconds or anything. i gave up my virginity to him but i was still just as attatched before. he cheated on me when he was drunk 4 months ago. he was extremly sorry, but it hurt more than anything. i still think about it all the time, nd i still cry about it alot. i dont bring it up to him anymore cus ik he would rather move on from it. hes soo sweet to me nd ik he cares about me but sometimes he can b a jerk. i just dk if he wants to be with me, i get really peranoid about this cus i ask him if he still in love with me or wants to b with me forever, like he says alot. but idk i just dont believe him anymore i always feel like he wants to end it with me